I was struggling with my own self worth. As I replayed the events, it started to bother me that I had been told to go there later next time. Chicken Relax We’re All Crazy It’s Not A Competition Hoodie and Sweater! Like I was the one that did something wrong. I mean, I am the customer, shouldn’t decide when I eat? Shouldn’t I be able to go somewhere and not have to worry about being treated like that? The cashier and other employee told me that many people complain about my server and her attitude.
I decided to just move on from the experience, but it did shine light on how deep the issue of my self-esteem run. I’m really struggling with the way my body has changed and how I look. I wish I wasn’t, but I am. I had been trying to hide it and ignore it, but clearly, I’m not ok. The Chicken Relax We’re All Crazy It’s Not A Competition Hoodie and Sweater! Cancer stole so much from me. I wasn’t prepared for this. Life doesn’t go back to normal after you are done with chemo or reconstruction… Its not only your body that had to heal. Your spirit does too. I am not the same person I was when I was diagnosed with cancer. Physically and mentally I am different. I am learning who I am and trying to learn how to live with y new and different body as well.