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My mother told me that if I were to die, she could never live with herself. My dad told me that he knelt when he learned it. I guess that, what it takes to make it finally click. I spent a lot of time convincing myself that no one cared. If I had just stepped out of that relationship and relied on those people, I would have learned how they did it.